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Alright, my first real entry. Where do I begin? 

Does anyone know how frustraiting it is to have a crush on a striaght person when YOU'RE THE SAME GENDER AS THEM! Yeah, I'm pansexual, and I have a crush on this amazing girl and she's fRICKEN straight! AND THE WORST PART IS THAT SHE KNOWS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER! Her best friend, who made me tell her who I have a crush on, made me tell her! She said 'Oh yeah it'll be fine. She'll be flattered!' wELL NOW I CAN'T EVEN SPEAK TO HER WITHOUT STUTTERING! It's terrible! Not only does she not like me, but she doesn't like girls! Okay, I get it. Being straight is the 'normal' thing, or whatever, but I'm allowed to be irritated and pretend like it's not. Okay? Okay. 

Actually, there is something that made me really super duper happy today! MY BEST FRIEND GOT A BOYFRIEND! I don't know why, but whenever my friends get into a relationship, I'm always way more excited. Like today I was jumping around and my friend, who just got a fricken boyfriend, was staring at me like an idiot. Yeah... I'm like an annoying mom... But it's okay, because me and this friend have already astablished that I am her mother. I actually embarressed the crap out of her because I gave the boy a 'test' to see if he's good enough to be her boyfriend. If I'm not satisfied with his answers, unfortunately they have to break up. I may or may not be super overprotective of my friends...

So I guess those are the highs and lows of my day. Another thing, I cAN'T FIND THE STUPID PAPERWORK FOR A THINGY OF A THINGY! Aren't I so descriptive? Yes. Yes I am. Alright, well I should probably leave because I have homework and stuff... yeah... I'm totally gonna work on that right away... Okiiee Byyee!

I don't know why I decided to call it Apple Juice. I'm weird. Get over it. Anyway, it's my first entry yay! Yes, I am aware no one cares. But, oh well. So, nothing really important to say right now. I guess I'll just say that these will come out whenever I feel like it. There's not any schedules, because I might not have anything to say. I might alost post chapters of books I'm writng, or I'll get another page for that. I haven't decided. Yeah, that's right. Books. I'm cool. lol no. Anyway, I'm gonna leave now because I'm fricken tired. Okie, byyee!